The Of J.Gill (My Soul Searching)

I been angry, depressed, and just plain bitter for a while now and here's why.....



DISCLAIMER: *This blog is not pointing the blame on the industry or the certain people. Everything I went through was on ME! I know I could have handled this situation better, but Im only human so dont judge me*


I can keep it real with ya'll right?!? I've been going on this CRAZY soul searching journey for the past 3 months. Been thinking about getting out of music biz n studying to become an elementary teacher... YES! That's how deep it was Gosh By Gollyers. I started to HATE music entirely and I couldnt see myself being in this crazy biz dealing with all this madness when Im 30 n want kids n stuff. My love turned into hate because I felt like the biz had turned its back on me. It was like a very bad break up. I wont get into details, but a lot of companies and a few people I worked with began 2 give me the cold shoulder. I adore music it's my 1st love, but the business side can get ugly. Its a lot of shaddy ppl that want to shake your hand when your at the top and ignore your calls when your at the bottom and that's not me as a person. I didnt wanna transform into that jerk exec. On top of that its very hard to have a life outside of the music biz especially when you're on the come up cause "There's always somebody in life trynna take your spot". I just realized all this madness is what made me fall out of love with music. It was bad to the point where I wouldnt watch MTV Jams or anything. I used to google new music everyday. Da last time I looked up new music on a daily basis was in September. Im telling yall I'm going through it! In while all this was going down I was going through a bad break up and I was stressed about my finances n school. But in this crazy journey I got 2 rock out in the studio with my homies B.Hines C. Hines n Ant. They just gave me sooo much love and reminded me that there are good ppl in this industry. Da fellas r also proof that you dont have to become an asshole to have success. Those fellas prolly dont know it but that night is something I'll always appreciate. So with that I started blogging again, but then school kicked my butt n I had 2 chill but fast fwd to NOW...

I love music again, but the corporate side still rubs me the wrong way. I've become very family oriented, I realize when I dont have any1 else I will always have those knuckle heads and when no1 else can put a smile on my face they can. I think Im going to still change my major to education n keep a minor in communication next yr. I want to look into working with audio engineers. Vibe in the studio feels so much more relaxing than in da craziness of working in PR for entertainment....& now you guys know the whole truth n nothing but the truth lol.


I love you all for supporting my blog. I appreciate each n every 1 of u so so so so sooooo much!!! Big Ups 2 all my amigos trynna find there way while chasing their dreams. Feels good to get this off my chest the last day of '09 WHOOP WHOOP!

Would You Like A Sample (Rick Ross - All U Need)

In my opinion, this sample is interesting because I can sorta kinda hear Evelyn Champagne, but then it fades out. You can def pick up on it when The Dream starts singing though.

o0o No They Didn't (Yahoo Music)

Umm Yahoo Wat The Funk?!? How u gonna have Ray J as ur headline pic for R&B... When's da last time you brought a Ray-J album. Here's my answer NEVER (But I do bang w/ his singles though) Ya'll couldn't get a pic Mary J. or John Legend... hell mayb even Trey Songz or how's about his way more famous sister named Brandy. SMH.

Gosh By Gollyers

I got dis tweet 2day and I def felt da love. From now on ppl who start randomly shouting me out r going get love back on da blog. Any1 who reads my blogs f'in rocks n I'm so thankful 4 any1 da digs my vision. =)

Love. Live. Rock.
JG

Lets Take It Back "Dont Disturb..."

I heard "Dont Disturb This Groove" a couple days ago on the radio and smiled so I decided 2 post it.

The Run Down:
Released: 1987
Genre: R&B/Pop
Label: Atlantic
Writers: David Frank/Mic Murphy
Producer: The System

"Don't Disturb This Groove" is a song by American synthpop/R&B duo The System, from the 1987 album of the same name. The song was written by The System's David Frank and Mic Murphy. It was released as the album's first single.

In May 1987, the song reached #1 on the Billboard R&B Singles chart, spending one week on top. It was later a hit on the pop charts as well, peaking at number four on the Hot 100 in July.

-wiki

Unexpected Earworm (Tie Me Down)

I have twin lil brothers dat r 16 and they are all about this corny ish... These mofo's got me singing dis ish by those Jerk Boys ft. Brandy's Brother. Lol lemme stop I do like dis joint, but I think its from my lil bro constantly playing teenie bop hip hop n it just grew on me... IDK if dats a good thing or a bad thing.

o0o No They Didn't (Billboard Charts)

Some times the billboard charts make me mad. They have a rap chart and a r&b/ hip-hop chart... ummm y?!?! Give R&B its own damn chart. Here's a prime example of wat the funk Im talking bout...














Since when da funk was "Empire State of Mind" a R&B song... just cuz Alicia on there doesn't make it R&B... and OMG dont get me started on dat Birdman song. Who da funk makes dis stuff up?!?

LOL (Family Guy)

I was just channel surfing and I turned to Adult Swim... what was on?!? Well Family Guy of course. And there was Herbert singing. OMG everytime they show him on Family Guy I already know there's a laugh ahead. Check him singing "I Know What Boys Like Below"

Listen Up (MF Doom)

MF Doom "Hoe Cakes" was my joint back when I was a hip-hop addict in high school! I randomly ran across it in my iTunes & had 2 post it 2 da blog. 'Keep Ya Hoes In Check... Super' =)

Listen 2 it below if u neva have b4.

I HATE College

I have a 7 page research paper due in two weeks and I dont want to write about a got damn thing. I HATE writing papers, so I became despite and started googling sites that you pay to get a custom term paper. I know,I know it's wrong but WTF I dislike writing with a passion. I've been sitting at my labtop for the past hour brain dead. This is torture!!! But I did find this dope article about 'How To Buy A Good Term Paper Online'. Check it out.

Lets Take It Back (Alexander O'Neal- If U Were Here..)

Right now Im LOVING "If You Were Here Tonight" by Alexander O'Neal, even though he looks like a creepy old man in this video lol. Listen for yourself below.

The Run Down
Released: 1985
Genre: R&B/Soul
Label: Tabu Records
Writer(s): Monte Moir

"If You Were Here Tonight" was Alexander O'Neal's first successful hit in the UK, reaching #13 in the UK Singles Chart and also his second R&B hit, reaching #17 in the Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Songs chart. It is featured on his self-titled 1st album along with two other R&B hits, "Innocent" and "What's Missing". The song is known for its non-rhyming lyrics.

-Wikipedia

Compare & Contrast (Jeremih Vs. Jason Derulo)

Jeremih Vs. Jason Derulo
In my opinon these 2 mofo's look alike in this pic! Compare for yourself!

Listen Up! New Music

Chris Brown- I Need You
Link Here


Keri Hilson- Like A Stripper
Link Here


Razah- The Letter
Link Here

Milk Carton Request - Jaheim

Jaheim Jaheim Jaheim! What happen dude? You were suppose to be the male voice for the ghetto. SMH. After he hooked up with Nelly for dat wack song 'My Place' it seemed like he lost he's street cred. DAMN DAMN DAMN! If ya'll dont have his CD 'Still Ghetto' go get it! U Can Listen 2 Da Still Ghetto HERE. Its def a hood classic.

Would You Like A Sample (Barry White & Mary J.)

My fav segment is BACK! Today is a sample from the late great, Barry White. and the queen of hip hop soul, Mary J. U can def hear this sample instantly!

Jazmyn's Lyric (Brandon Hines- Nothin')

Gotta new video of Brandon Hines singing this track called 'Nothin'. Its super dope n da lyrics speak volumes to me cuz it defiantly reminds me of mature relationships that dont involve yelling, screaming, name calling... u know just straight disrespectful type stuff. I def applaud a mature person that can just get up and walk away as opposed to fighting a brick wall.





Brandon Hines - Nothin'
Where Losing Control
Where Did We Go Wrong
I Don't Know, I Don't Know
Been Through This Before
Screaming Slamming Doors
We Both Wrong, We Both Wrong
Whats This Coming Up Out Your Mouth
Where Did We Go South
I Dont Know, I Dont Know
We Gotta Find A Different Route
Cuz This Shit Aint Working Out With Your Eyes Closed, Closed
See Baby Girl Cant You See
You And Me Arguing Over Nothin'
And Baby I'd Rather Leave Then to Be Arguing Over Nothin'

NOTE: He only sings one verse in this song. When the full verse is available I'll shoot it to you

Rewind: Good Hair

So there has been much hype about Chris Rocks movie "Good Hair", but I can def recall writing about that in January. Take a look @ the orginal article HERE (Wake Up! With Chris Rock)

I saw the movie for myself and though I must say it was a really good film... it could have been saved 4 an HBO documentary. I would have rather watched it in the comfort of my own home.

White Girl Moment (Fly by Sugar Ray)

While I was MIA I updated my iTunes like CRAZY!!!! I def had 2 put up tracks from Sugar Ray in my collection. Here's "Fly". This joint makes me wanna go 2 California n sun bathe on the beach.

SOS for JazGill

Where did I go? Well I went away on a long trip called life. I've been through A LOT these last couple months (lost/made friends, fell in and out of love, been on a rollercoaster w/ my career, n so much more but damn it IM STILL STANDING ) n right now n I feel like Im starting from scratch BUT thats a good thing!!! I wanna start fresh and I've been acting kinda normal lately and def eating pounds of 'humble pie'... So are you guys ready to take this new journey with me?!? Im so excite on whats to come and I will def keep you guys posted on what da heck Im doing.


NOTE: The blog will b back in heavy rotation once the semester is over, but I WILL b updating it on a weekly basis until then. I won't abandon my goshbygolly like this EVER again. =(

o0o No He Didnt (Que Day 26)

So Que put on his twitter "these kickz r so fresh!"... ummmm homie do u NOT see dat da sole of your sneaker is FADED like all hell!!! If u ask me these kicks r way 2 shiny in a way that only Micheal Jackson could pull off. SMH. to answer your question NO those kicks r not fresh.... but da photo in general is dope =)

Visual (LL Cool J Throwback)

Let's Take It Back (Santana's Town)

YYOOOOO!!! I on a mission to add every song I love to my iTunes and while trying to complete my mission I ran across dis joint, "Santana's Town" by Juelz Santana. I can remember hearing this song like it was yesterday. AAAHHHH dis joint brought me back. Check out the video below.

Milk Carton Request (Ciara)

Now dont get me wrong I KNOW she just put out an album this year, BUT we all know it flopped. So what is she famous for again? She used to top the charts n make it pop. Now Ms. Ciara can barely make it sizzle. SMH. I miss her but she failed when she tried 2 b Beyonce by trynna go Pop. I live in da burbs n I KNOW White ppl r NOT checking for her. Get it together girl. Just stick to ur Crunk/ R&B roots mama. U need 2 b known for more then just riding around LA in expensive cars.

Below r one of my FAVORITE Ciara songs "Goodies"

Open Your Eyes (Kiss &Tail Movie)

Hey 4 any1 who's interested I found this movie called Kiss&Tail on da internet. Its basically about how Superhead is a lair n how she'll do anything 4 dollar, including cut her own shadow. I found it intersting n entertaining. So if u have have 90 minutes to spare check it out.

Direct 'Kiss & Tail' Link

Sincerly, Jaz Gill (Drake)

Dear Drake,
WTF happened homie?!? U were suppose to bring hip-hop back and be the male version of Lauryn Hill (minus the going crazy part). I overlooked the fact that u signed with Cash Money. Then I overlooked the fact that you had don't do your singing parts live (you just talk with a melody). But I threw up my hands and gave up on you when I saw that horrible video for 'Best I Ever Had'. You should have been different!!! U should have shown a man taking care of his woman! o0o and BTW I thought you were an actor?!? The scene with you talking to the girls was super horrible n super corny. Lets not even talk about how your first television performance that involved little girls as you scream "I wish I could FUCK every girl in the world". I say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! Get your life together Drake! Stop being typical.




On the Billboard Rap Charts you have 3 out of the 5 top song. SMH. We must STOP this maddeness folks. The fall of Drake STARTS NOW!

Yearbook Yourself Folks

Hey readers,
Last night I made dis pic on http://www.yearbookyourself.com/ cuz I changed my facebook name to Sheneneh Jenkins and I wanted 2 embody every aspect of my favorite ghetto girl.

Milk Carton Request (J-Hood)

So Im chilling listening to "Nobody Believes Me" by Styles P. and all da sudden I said HOLD DA HECK UP!!!1 WAT HAPPEN 2 J-Hood?!? Well last I heard he made the MAJOR mistake of becoming a pawn (like the chess game duh!) of 50 Cent and it went down hill from there. SMH.

Art Imitates Life (Kanye & Amber Rose)

"... Well I'll Do Anything For A Blonde Dike"
-"Stronger" by Kanye West

"...And When He Get On He Leave Your Ass For A White Girl"
-"Gold Digger" by Kanye West

Hmmm Art Inmitates Life? You Be The Judge...

Listen Up! Lotts New Music

Kid Cudi- Call Me Moon Man
Link Here


The Cool Kids feat Tennille - Jump Rope
Link Is Here



Twista ft. Kanye - Alright
Imeem Link Here




Fabolous ft. Lil Wayne - Salute
Imeem Link Here




Ne-Yo - Where Did She Go
Imeem Link Here



Ryan Leslie- All My Love
Imeem Link Here


Lloyd- Want To
Imeem Link Here

Update on Life (I'm M.I.A.)

IT FEELS GOOD TO BE HOME!

Yes! I've been gone from blog scene. But I've fallen in love guys and while I was falling in love I started to fall out of love with music. I just don't have the drive and passion dat I used 2. I've been going through a lot (industry wise) and the deeper I get into it the faker I'm becoming which is NO BUENO. So I'm stuck at a cross road, but I do miss writing my thoughts down n posting new music. It's crazy how I broke songs like "Poke Her Face" by Kid Cudi n the "Ego" remix wit 'Ye n Bey. =] I def miss gosh by golly.

NEW MUSIC (LOL SMILEY FACE- TREY SONGZ)

Ladies and Gentlemen open your ears to my new favorite song. It's called "LOL Smiley Face" by Trey Songz ft. Gucci Mane ft. Soulja Boy

Milk Carton Request (Code 5)

Am I the only 1 dat remembers these guys?!? They shoulda POPPED but they had way 2 many ppl in dat flippin group. I loved their song though "What's Your Name Girl, Can I Call You" AAAHHHHH How I miss da old skool days of dis kind of innocent bubble gum music as Free & AJ introduced each video. *sad face*

Code 5 - What's UR Name Girl
Music Video Codes at Blastro

New Music

Diamond Cutz-"Main Attraction (Feat. DJ Khaled, Ace Hood, Gillie Da Kid, Flyy Boy & Diamond)"
LINK IS HERE


"U Belong To Me"
LINK IS HERE

Compare N Contrast (Claudette Ortiz and Beyonce)

Yo readers! I was listening to "Two Wrongs" by Wyclef ft. Claudette and I couldnt help but notice the simalarity in vocals with Beyonce. Listen for yourself below.

Open Your Eyes (Miguel - Best I Ever Had)

Happy Happy Joy Joy! My FAVORITE artist, Miguel Jontel, covers Drake's "Best I Ever Had". AAAHHHHHH I love him so such as an artist! He's so damn soulful yet he's not the classic kind of R&B artist. He just puts his own twist on everything. The genre he belongs to is Miguel Jontel. lol

White Girl Moment (Kylie Minogue- Come Into My World)

Here's a fun filled fact about me... I used to work at KB Toys and while I worked there they played "Come Into My World" by Kylie Minogue. It went from an ear worm into one of my top songs on my iTunes. I love dis jam.

Kylie Minogue - Come Into My World
Uploaded by Annalise - Family events, birthdays and parenting videos.

LOL (Can White People Dance?)

This is one of my favorite Chappelle skits. Im sitting here with tears in my eyes right now after watching it. I ask the question "Can White People Dance?"


White People Cant Dance by Dave Chapelle - The best home videos are here

Open Your Eyes (The Dream- Walking On The Moon)

Personally, The Dream looks like a cornball in his new video "Walking On The Moon" but HEY WAT ELSE IS NEW lol. Kanye does save Dream from his lack of coolness so it's a 2.5 out of 5 in my book. Hype Williams does his thing though. Check out his joint below

Would U Like A Sample (DJ Khaled- Go Hard)

It is so true what they say... u learn something new every day! I never knew "Go Hard" by DJ Khaled was orginally from a Madonna song. Check it out for yourself. The sample starts at :03 seconds

08 - Madonna - Angel
by Paadre

Beyonce New Video fro Ego

I'm NOT a Beyonce fan but Im also NOT a hater (or at least I try not to be one lol) So I gotta give the woman props her dance moves are KICKIN! Heres her video for Ego...



Note: I found dis info out thanks to Global Grind.

White Girl Moment (Lady GaGa- Poker Face)

I LOVE dis freakin song. Everytime I hear it on the radio I turn it all the way up. If Lady GaGa keeps dis up Im sure she's on her way to being the new Madonna. She's in her own lane. I LOVE IT!

NEW KANYE VIDEO STARRING RHIANNA!!! (Paranoid)

NEW KANYE
NEW KANYE
NEW KANYE
NEW KANYE
NEW KANYE...
VIDEO STARRING RHIANNA!!! (Paranoid)

All da credit for dis video belongs solely to Elliot Wilson and www.Rapradar.com enjoy

Jermiah Live!

There's something so artisic about a person who sings and plays an instrument at the same time. Check out Jermiah do just that below...

Hey Ladies

My homegirl Pep does make-up and she's flippin awesome at it. I recently caught up with her while she was hard at work and I must say home girl has skills! Im very proud of her. Check out her video below about using the correct foundation tools and also check out her website below.




BTW Im not a make-up kinda girl, but when I do decide to paint my face I take her advice. She loves make-up like I love music!

Jazmyn's Lyric (Betty Wright- Girls Can't Do What The Guys Do)

I first heard this song a couple of months ago as I was looking for samples and after discovering it it has become one of my favorite songs. It's SO REAL! and da crazy thing is it was made decades ago and it still holds true to this day. Talk about timeless music!

Betty Wright- Girls Can't Do What The Guys Do
The guys are gonna wander
Go out and play some times
But girls you must not let it get you down
Just take this advice I give you just like a mother
You try to match your guy just for two
Don't try to do the things that the guys do
Girls you can't do what the guys do, no
And still be a lady
Girls you can't do what the guys do, no
And still be a lady, no

And listen girls when you give your heart away
You can easily be hurt
And the least little wrong he does
Always seems like dirt
So take this advice I give you just like a mother
You try to match your man just for two
Don't try to do the things the guys do
Cause girls you can't do what the guys do, no
And still be a lady
Girls you can't do what the guys do, no
And still be a lady, no

When you put your faith in one guy
Sometimes he'll make you happy
sometimes he'll make you cry
But don't lose your self-respect
Trying to get revenge
Cause no matter how you do it
You'll lose it in the end
Cause girls you can't do what the guys do, no
And still be a lady
Girls you can't do what the guys do, no
And still be a lady, no

Event- Chrisette Michelle

Tuesday * 5/19 * Philadelphia
King of Prussia * event starts at 7pm
160 North Gulph Road King of Prussia, PA 19406
phone: 610-265-8888

Jazmyn's Lyric (Drake-A Little Bit)

I swear da dude Drake makes songs JUST FOR ME! lol I find myself saying "dats me" when he spits. Somehow he tapped into my brain and wrote all my emotions on paper. "Little Bit" reminds me of my honey =]. I dont do the whole love thing cuz I feel I cant balance a dude and my career at this current time, but being with this guy is super awesome cuz he's schedule is more insane than mine. I love the relationship we have. It's crazy cuz we're like yin and yang, but somehow we work! I cant deny that "Im A Little Bit In Love With Him".
Miss Ya Light Skin =]





Lykke Li & Drake
Hands down
I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause you don't know
who i was before you
basically to see a change in me
i'd be losing, so i just ignore you, yeah
oh oho
but your on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
oh oho
but maybe in time, in time, in time
i'll tell you

chorus
A little bit, a little bit
a little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you
oh oho

Drake
i know you don't break their hearts
but it's you i wanna take apart
and i will never ever be the first, to say it
but still i they know i ah ah ah

I would do it
Push a button
Pull a trigger
Climb a mountain
Jump off a cliff
Cause you know baby I love you love you
A little bit

I would do it
You'd say it
You'd mean it
I would let you do it
It was you and I and I only
Ha hm

I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me

Drake
i hope they never find out
what they already know, know, know
as soon as its official
we'll have to let it go, go, go
so we don't confirm the fling
keep avoiding all the questions
you can teach me many things
i'm just scared to learn a lesson

the pressures on
both hearts beat like a metronon
both n'sync like a justin song
feels so right but it's just soo wrong
i wonder where my world 'bout
where niggas said i know, tryna talk my girl out
and her friends say i ain't the one to go for
she just get jealous cause you always get approached more
oh well tell her fall back caught up in some more shit tell her call back
tell her get a man that ain't cheating on her ass
wit a girl that i know yeah tell her all that, that
and as for you i think i know your the one
the closest i've come
I'm probably...

A little bit
A little bit
A little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit
A little bit
A little bit
A little bit in love with you
oh oho
lalalala love with me
oh oho, oh oho

LOL

I saw this random youtube video and I thought it was super funny. I reminds me of my highschool days when I would chill with my white friends.

The Life Of J.Gill (Going to NYC)

Im so sorry guys, but my schedule is CRAZY. I have 3 meetings this week and Im going to NYC on Wednesday for my interview with Atlantic Records. Im so happy and excited, yet Im scared as hell! This is a BIG change for me. To go from a small family like situation in Philly to a big headquarter in NYC is scary. I have no doubt that I will ROCK, but its a whole new chapter in my life. A change that is happening so suddenly! On top of that this is a dream I've always wanted! To work at a record in NYC is going to mean the world to me. I cant wait to get started on my journey! Send me postive energy readers. =] I'll start going heavy on my updates next week.

Listen Up! Trey Songz - Upstairs (I Need A Girl Remix) and First Date Sex

I just randomly heard dis from one of my facebook friends. I like it! Shout out 2 Chris Stylz who put me on. Facebook him =]

Jazmyn's Lyric (Silly Ho-TLC)

I LOVE dis song! Talk about learning respect at a young age! Dis was my favorite joint whe I was 12.

Silly Ho- TLC

I ain't never been no Silly Ho
Waiting for your call
Like the other girls want you
I ain't never been no one to mess
With someone else's mess
That's not a thing for me to do
I ain't never been that chickenhead
To wake up in your bed
After every club or two
Wanna be the one in that mini skirt
Always wanna flirt
With every player on the team

[Chorus:]
If you really wanna find
Someone to get some behind
I ain't the one for you
If you really wanna know
Boy you need a silly ho
To do whatever you wanna do
If you really wanna find
Someone to get some behind
I ain't the one for you
If you really wanna know
Boy you need a silly ho
To do whatever you wanna do
Oooh oooh

I ain't never been no silly bitch
Waiting to get rich
From a nigga's bank account
I have always had my own things
Bought my own rings
Not goin' let you catch me out
You should take a lesson from me

I ain't the one to be
Depending on someone else
I can run a scam before he can
Better than a man
I always keep my game on dis

[Chorus]

You know you can't get with this
One night you just
Go and must find a ho
To give it up
Why you even try your luck
Stuck on silly shit
Boy you know you need to quit
Ain't the one for all this
You missed out

I'm I'm I'm out
I'm out I'm out I'm out out out
I'm I'm I'm out out
I'm I'm out
I'm out out out

[Chorus]

Compare N Contrast (Coly O'Donis)

Is It just me or does homeboy look like a Ken doll?